it is now and i know that much

still processing

i am easily distracted as of late

can't read a book

or sing a song

with my whole heart or attention.

i bought a bike and i ride it sometimes.

green.

What is ever right? How do we ever know, in life, what is worth risking... what is better left unexplored... what is worth fighting for and what is better left alone?

everyday decisions. risks. worth. moments amplified that impact the present

impactingeverything

at 27, i feel less certain of what i want or what the point may be

than when i was 22

but i am not so afraid of that, really. not really.

debt insurance expired car registration 17 page paper due in 2 weeks and no thesis

what is my point?

what is it that i hope to prove?

infinite interpretations

freedom and paralysis

lightness and a dull, dull weight.

i hope your heart is light.