1. i'm watching "her" for the third time and it still matter so much in so many ways. it's so hard to watch. and so comforting and true, too. "the past is a story we tell ourselves" and the way it feels to be the only one in the world for awhile the reason and the purpose and how that changes inevitably. 2. i quit my 3 day juice cleanse early. i felt awful yesterday. today- day 3- i was holding out hope that i would feel that "radiant" glow that was supposed to kick in. but i didn't. i felt miserable and unfocused and fatigued. and i wasn't sure why i was doing it anymore. i have 3 more full bottles in the fridge, and i just stopped. i just stopped and ate nachos with my friends. i was all set on finishing regardless of my miserable state, come hell or high water, because i'd spent so much money on the damn things. it was a really hard reality to accept that something i'd spent so much on could maybe not be th...