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quick and unthoughtthrough state of the union. business is booming and i love it. there are times during event shooting where i could just set down my camera for a few minutes and weep for joy. i've had experiences like this before, but they are rare and have never been this definitive. to feel like i am doing exactly what i want to be. what i'm good at. doing something that makes me feel most me. it's powerful. after all of the changes of the last decade, i don't claim to know myself if definite terms anymore. but i KNOW photography. i know it to my core. so a helluva resounding YAY and weepy joy tears to all that. enough to get me through these annoyances: 1. because i have yet to make the leap to full time photog, i'm essentially working 2 full time jobs. frustrating and exhausting. i'm handling it well, but i can't help but day dream about how much more i could do with all those extra hours and surges of energy...