her

1. i'm watching "her" for the third time and it still matter so much in so many ways.  it's so hard to watch.  and so comforting and true, too.

 "the past is a story we tell ourselves"
and the way it feels to be the only one in the world for awhile
the reason and the purpose
and how that changes
inevitably.

2.  i quit my 3 day juice cleanse early.

i felt awful yesterday.  today- day 3- i was holding out hope that i would feel that "radiant" glow that was supposed to kick in.  but i didn't.  i felt miserable and unfocused and fatigued.  and i wasn't sure why i was doing it anymore.  i have 3 more full bottles in the fridge, and i just stopped.  i just stopped and ate nachos with my friends.

i was all set on finishing regardless of my miserable state, come hell or high water, because i'd spent so much money on the damn things.  it was a really hard reality to accept that something i'd spent so much on could maybe not be that great for me afterall.  that it might be better to cut the loss.

thoughts.

patterns & trends.
another year.