Tuesday, October 30, 2012

pillars of salt

and it's been happening where i get unstuck in time... where all of the sudden i start feeling intensely.  all the voices around blur into very distant sounds like something whispered over a hill.  I read

"But she did look back, and I love her for that because it is so human"

and that just gets me every time- what is it, 4 times now?  5?- and all of the sudden the feeling of it is all i can do.  want to dwell in it and burst out of it and share it and keep it for myself.  vonnegut's nearly got me in tears.  who cries reading vonnegut?

i do. i could.  i nearly did.
in the fall after a few million dollar weeks when i'm feeling so strong and vulnerable.

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